| sometimes i love my friends entirely to much but sometimes life just seems really fun when im with them cause we do the stupidest things together.. and its like we are in a movie or the main characters of a book.. the things we do are soo corny sometimes cause its just the way we are.. for example almost every half day wed we walk to the deli down the street and we have this routine we all pair up and buy a whole italian sub and a drink and we eat like the pigs we are.. we take entirely to many pictures.. we go to my house.. we all try on my clothes mainly my huge pretty dresses and we dance and listen to music sometimes and act stupid.. we dont care how gay we are around each other cause its just us.. we can say stupid things and fart with out caring.. we can even tell each other to fart to feel better and laugh at each other alot..and nothing seems to matter except for some boy problems.parents.and boys...but its all cool cause your just with your friends and everything is super lax like nothing is a big deal... and dumb things can become the funniest things in the world and make u laugh for hours.. like the gay stories we tell while were eating our subs.. and Dont drink our drink cause we have mono,cancer,period, bla bla and so many excuses we've come up with.. and funny ways we eat exspecially amanda.. and the fact that we sometimes feel bad for Danny cause he's the only boy.. And Lauren is the non edison one but is usually there.. its soo gay and i looove loove how i can feel like a little kid and just roll around in my front yard with them and play in the leaves.. come on who does not enjoy a crazy leaf fight with tackles and trying to smother me with leaves.. its so stupidly funny like how little kids do it...leave fights.. so much fun.. who else could i show my paded push up bra too without blushing.. who else could i tell my stupidest secrets too with out feeling dumb..its so queer.. but i love it...and we can scare each other by being stupid too... i love it love love it.. so i love you friends for being stupid with me... |
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| i miss my xanga.. but you know what you guys are whores |
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| you whores!! ..love you.. |
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sleep away a silent pain thats SCREAMING out my name...i hope for your sake u dont wake up as b r o k e n as i am. ..once again in self defense i WONT sleep a wink to prevent dreaming of you...
cause fate works both ways
i love you |
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